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Rachel Summers Methuselah
Posts : 5333 Join date : 2012-02-02
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Thu Aug 15, 2013 11:30 pm | |
| Rachel looked at her "Why should you be sorry?" with a raised eye brow and a nod to her. "It's quite alright. Like I said things shouldn't be forced they should flow and just be natural - if it's not then it's not meant to be." with a nod to her. | |
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Griselda Johns Methuselah
Posts : 42120 Join date : 2010-08-25
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Thu Aug 15, 2013 11:32 pm | |
| She reached over to slide her small hand into Rachel's.
"I know. I know what you said. But I didn't think and now I've hurt you. And I don't want to do that." | |
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Rachel Summers Methuselah
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| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Thu Aug 15, 2013 11:34 pm | |
| "Rai I've hurt myself much worse recently and well I'm just tired at the moment in many ways." with a look away from her "Not knowing who you are or where you fit in anymore gets draining." with a soft chuckle "So college student here I go." | |
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Griselda Johns Methuselah
Posts : 42120 Join date : 2010-08-25
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Thu Aug 15, 2013 11:39 pm | |
| She squeezed the blonde's hand.
"And I've done nothing but make it worse. Which is why I'm sorry." | |
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Rachel Summers Methuselah
Posts : 5333 Join date : 2012-02-02
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Thu Aug 15, 2013 11:41 pm | |
| "No you haven't you've just given me back something that had been taken away and I am not sure where I fit in anymore. I don't know how others handle hitting a century." she whispered softly. | |
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Griselda Johns Methuselah
Posts : 42120 Join date : 2010-08-25
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Thu Aug 15, 2013 11:46 pm | |
| She smiled at that.
"It's not easy. It really isn't easy, for a ghoul or for a Kindred. I just wish that I could be better for you." | |
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Rachel Summers Methuselah
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| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Thu Aug 15, 2013 11:48 pm | |
| "I think knowing I'm doing something that makes you happy and helps me finish this last hurdle should be good. It's just I feel like a detached buoy at the moment." with a shy smile at her. | |
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Griselda Johns Methuselah
Posts : 42120 Join date : 2010-08-25
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Thu Aug 15, 2013 11:49 pm | |
| She smiled and squeezed her hand again.
"How about we try to fix that?" | |
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Rachel Summers Methuselah
Posts : 5333 Join date : 2012-02-02
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Thu Aug 15, 2013 11:52 pm | |
| "I think part of it is I've been told what to do for a chunk of time that you not telling me what to do makes me feel like I am failing you and I don't want to, but I know you want me to be me and help when you call." with a sigh and squeeze of Rai's hand. "But I'm not really sure who or what I am anymore but I'm trying I am." | |
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Griselda Johns Methuselah
Posts : 42120 Join date : 2010-08-25
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Thu Aug 15, 2013 11:56 pm | |
| She nodded.
"What's happened to make you feel like you don't know who you are anymore? Is it because of me?" | |
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Rachel Summers Methuselah
Posts : 5333 Join date : 2012-02-02
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Fri Aug 16, 2013 12:01 am | |
| "It's alot of things, two really great guys in the past couple of years, a really rotten guy and just not use to not being able to help. Fighting my own reflexes as you tell me to trust you when I want to keep you safe and from harm. I know I'm wee but it's there in me to do so for you." with a glance at her. "So being told - go get a degree and live a little is just a complete 180 and well I'm like a cat out of a cage but at times missing that cage - then I kick myself and go no this is better." with a shy smile at her again. | |
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Griselda Johns Methuselah
Posts : 42120 Join date : 2010-08-25
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Fri Aug 16, 2013 12:04 am | |
| She nodded, squeezing Rachel's hand again.
"I'll try to be better about letting you do things for me. It is better than what you've dealt with before, I don't want you to feel so lost and alone, though." | |
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Rachel Summers Methuselah
Posts : 5333 Join date : 2012-02-02
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Fri Aug 16, 2013 12:06 am | |
| "I think I should get use to it Rai, you really don't need me. You like to help others, so I feel like a "project" at times, but it's one that is out of hobby and time that you wish to relax. BUT as you even stated you're always working." with a playful smile at her. "So it's just a not wanting to add stress to you but knowing much her is so not what it seems." she said softly and sadly. | |
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Griselda Johns Methuselah
Posts : 42120 Join date : 2010-08-25
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Fri Aug 16, 2013 12:14 am | |
| She sighed softly.
"I'm sorry that I'm so busy. I really am. I wish I wasn't, but I'm kind-of in high-demand." | |
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Rachel Summers Methuselah
Posts : 5333 Join date : 2012-02-02
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Fri Aug 16, 2013 12:15 am | |
| "I know that but I'd love to help take some of it away, but I know I can't. Does that make sense it's frustrating knowing I can't help you." with a sad smile at her. "But I know if you had time you'd be around more." | |
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Griselda Johns Methuselah
Posts : 42120 Join date : 2010-08-25
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Fri Aug 16, 2013 12:17 am | |
| She smiled.
"It matters. It matters that you care so much. I just wish I knew how to make some of the crazy die down." | |
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Rachel Summers Methuselah
Posts : 5333 Join date : 2012-02-02
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Fri Aug 16, 2013 12:21 am | |
| "That would be you saying no, and I don't think that's going to happen anytime soon." with a soft chuckle and squeeze of her hand. "Because that's not you." | |
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Griselda Johns Methuselah
Posts : 42120 Join date : 2010-08-25
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Fri Aug 16, 2013 12:24 am | |
| She laughed softly.
"I say no a lot. Just not when it's a matter of domain safety." | |
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Rachel Summers Methuselah
Posts : 5333 Join date : 2012-02-02
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Fri Aug 16, 2013 12:26 am | |
| "Which since we live on a hell mouth is always going on." with a wink at her as she made a Buffy joke hoping Rai followed. | |
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Griselda Johns Methuselah
Posts : 42120 Join date : 2010-08-25
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Fri Aug 16, 2013 12:31 am | |
| Have you met Scion? Of course she followed -- and laughed.
"You're not the first one who has said that we live on a hellmouth." | |
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Rachel Summers Methuselah
Posts : 5333 Join date : 2012-02-02
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Fri Aug 16, 2013 12:32 am | |
| "No I haven't." she said looking at Rai with a warm smile and soft chuckle. "But I think we do I really do." | |
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Griselda Johns Methuselah
Posts : 42120 Join date : 2010-08-25
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Fri Aug 16, 2013 12:33 am | |
| She smiled at that.
"I wouldn't be surprised. Though I really want to find out what a hellmouth actually is." | |
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Rachel Summers Methuselah
Posts : 5333 Join date : 2012-02-02
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Fri Aug 16, 2013 12:36 am | |
| "Rumored to be a place like the gates to hades." with a nod to her as her mythology studies shined through. | |
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Griselda Johns Methuselah
Posts : 42120 Join date : 2010-08-25
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Fri Aug 16, 2013 12:42 am | |
| She smiled at that.
"Understood. The thing is, I'm not so sure that it is. I think it's just that it's weird because most things couldn't live here before." | |
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Rachel Summers Methuselah
Posts : 5333 Join date : 2012-02-02
| Subject: Re: Walking with Rachel (Rachel) - Beach House - Griselda/Rachel Fri Aug 16, 2013 12:44 am | |
| "Then I wonder what's changed? Did the unique things that settled here - are you a light house calling out to the others?" with a glance and a thought to her words. | |
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